Sunday, 27 January 2008

the mystification of experience


In fact, the world still seems to be inhabited by savages stupid enough to see reincarnated ancestors in their newborn children. Weapons and jewelry belonging to the dead men are waved under the infant's nose; if he makes a movement, there is a great shout — Grandfather has come back to life. This "old man" will suckle, dirty his straw and bear the ancestral name; survivors of his ancient generation will enjoy seeing their comrade of hunts and battles wave his tiny limbs and bawl; as soon as he can speak they will inculcate recollections of the deceased. A severe training will "restore" his former character, they will remind him that "he" was wrathful, cruel or magnanimous, and he will be convinced of it despite all experience to the contrary. What barbarism! Take a living child, sew him up in a dead man's skin, and he will stifle in such senile childhood with no occupation save to reproduce the avuncular gestures, with no hope save to poison future childhoods after his own death. No wonder after that, if he speak of himself with the greatest precautions, half under his breath, often in the third person; this miserable creature is well aware that he is his own grandfather.


These backward aborigines can be found in the Fiji Islands, in Tahiti, in New Guinea, in Vienna, in Paris, in Rome, in New York — wherever there are men. They are called parents. Long before our birth, even before we are conceived, our parents have decided who we will be.



John Paul Sartre, Forward to The Traitor by André Gorz (London:Calder, 1960), pages 14-15.

Friday, 25 January 2008

tell us what you really think.

Primary Choices: Hillary Clinton
"The Times’s editorial board strongly recommends that they select Hillary Clinton as their nominee for the 2008 presidential election."


'nuff said?

Tuesday, 22 January 2008

3 minutes of hate: when we gonna get ours!?



About 2min 28sec in.



Granted I don't own or watch television anymore so this could very well be taking place and I'm just missing out on all the fun.



Also at around 2min 41sec, everyone starts making the "no deal" hand signals, from that popular tv game show. Was Goldstein once a popular tv game show host, who went fifth columnist?

Saturday, 19 January 2008

why do I care; what do I really care about?

I managed to get out of my house today; I was resolute to do something even if by myself and not let my Saturday be a total waste. I went down to the ICA to check out the BlackSKYwhite: Astronomy for Insects performance piece. However upon arrival I was sorely disappointed to find out that it was sold out.

I decided to go to Marks and Spencer buy two pizzas go home and watch a film. On the way to the ICA which is a short walk from charing cross station — you can figure out the walking distance, since google still hasn't added that into their maps application yet! :P — and back home I noticed as you do in a heavily populated city like London, the many poor, homeless, destitute people, walking or laying in some grotto or cavernous sanctuary from the bitter and unforgiving cold night air and annoying London drizzle.

Many ask for spare change, not been in the best of moods I simply told them I had none. I still prefer to acknowledge someone's existence rather than simply ignore them, which though seemingly more cruel, I've been thanked by homeless people for at least "having the decency to speak to [them]".

I donate to three charities — I have a sponsor child, I donate to amnesty international and z-sustainers — probably for no other reason that to satisfy my conscience. So I can — in some sick perverted way — make out like I'm doing something worth while in this world, making a difference, putting my money where my mouth is; however, the reality of it is a lot more meaningless than all that.

So I think to myself, what is it exactly that I care about if I donate to charities yet won't give to real live starving people in front of my face? What is it that I really care about if I donate to political writers, yet I can't get off my ass and organise a protest or get arrested for defending my right to take a photo in a public place as a free and respectable citizen of the world, which belongs to no one person and is everyone’s to call home?

Am I a hypocrite? I tell most people I am. I think we all are. However, I believe there is more. Is it empathy? Definitely, but it's not the only ingredient. Or is it to prove my own humanity to myself? The humanity that was force fed to me by the religion in my upbringing, the same humanity we’re told to defend at all costs by government? Or the same humanity that Hollywood sells us while prices in theatres rise to more than the average family can afford and more people are been targeted for "pirating" films that glorify breaking the law.

Friday, 18 January 2008

fucking police state!

On my way home from a "lovely London tapas" — it was quite lovely for “a London” — my friend, let's call him "Jimmy de Smitz", and I are on our way home, we walk to Farringdon station where an altercation is taking place, between one guy and a dozen or so of the "ol' bill".

I pull my iphone out for fun and snap a few photos, not really caring about the guy, who could've very well been in the wrong, but just to show my friends how lovely London cops are, and how so incredibly weak they are that it takes about ten of them to suppress one drunk(?) guy.

The next thing I know a couple of "the bobby", "the fuzz", a couple of greasy Philippino box spring hogs, surround me and demand I give them my brand new, shiny iphone — my phone costs more than half a pigs' weekly pay, gross — with all my information on it, for taking photos in a PUBLIC PLACE!!!

A few of them tried surrounding me and Jimmy was yelling at me to just walk out of the station. I couldn't be arsed to run away, just wanting to go home and sleep; however unwilling to give these vagrant, lowest rung of society, hired goons of the Blair/ Brown government's suppression of human rights types, my piece of the latest technology free of charge, one of the power hungry whores starts demanding I delete the photos.

stupid me for not thinking (see this isn’t a totally biased story, I also made an error) started deleting from the last photo and the iphone automatically goes to the next photo on the left. had i started from the most left photo of police brutality documentation, the photo of my bedroom wall would've come up and these sector 7G morons looking over my shoulder would have been none the wiser. Seriously I kept deleting each photo and each time she’d yell “DELETE IT!!!”
I was like, “Are you stupid, there’s more than one here I am deleting them!”
Then she demands my iphone again, “right if you’re not going to delete them, then give me the phone!”
We went back and forth like this till I had finished, I called Jimmy and we went through to the train platform. Then it had hit me and I became extremely pissed off for complying and not just running off.

I guess the thing that really grinds my gears is that goddamn London is the most surveilled city in the world, I probably could've palmed these fat sluggish drones from my presence and walked away; however with over 4 million cameras watching my every move what can you do?

Well I went home comfortable in the fact that I earn more than 4 times what one of these stupid low life bastards earns, my friends are real and people respect my profession more than they ever will accept these mindless lap dogs . Why do people hate cops so much? Try interacting with them.

With that i leave you with a couple more, recent, examples of police brutality on artists:

Wednesday, 16 January 2008

another year, another resolution

let's see if i can keep this one up for more than 5 minutes.